PLus Size

Plus Size Problems

I love my curves and it’s taken me a long time to get to this point. I have spent a lot of my life making myself sick, pushing myself to my absolute limits because I was trying to look like everyone else, trying to be a size ten and now I’m done. So why is it now I’ve found love…

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Mental Health, Twenties

My Tick List Life

I have spent my entire life running. Running from my family, from my home town, from the legacy that would have been mine had I stayed. I ran from everything that I was told I was better than and toward a life that promised prosperity and the future. As a teenager my only goal was to leave my home town.…

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Mental Health

Anxiety and Alcohol

Do you drink? My father is an alcoholic. His illness destroyed our relationship. However, now that I am older and wiser I have a feeling that he might suffer from anxiety or some form of mental illness. As frightening as it is, I see a lot of him in myself. Right now, for example, I am half a bottle of…

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Mental Health

I am.

I am a sufferer of mental illness. I am the child of an alcoholic. I am the product of divorce. I am considered obese. I am not perfect. I am intelligent. I am a woman. I am a lesbian. I am engaged. I am a nurse. I am anxious. I am bulimic. I am human. I am complex. I am…

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Uncategorized

Dear Butch, Love Femme.

Something that I posted back in the day when I first came out and was exploring the dynamics of the lesbian world and my love of butch women. If you want more information about Sapphic City and my previous exploits click on the link or head to About Me.   Dear Butch… I see you. When I rolled over this…

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Twenties

Late Twenties.

Being in your late twenties isn’t really all it’s cracked up to be. When did we stop going out all weekend and start relishing in the thought of a good book and a glass of wine? When did I start enjoying wine? When did one shot of tequila turn into a night with my head in the toilet and a…

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